Author: chatterseed

Hello chatterseeds! I have not posted in far too long. The last few years have been quite the experience. I graduated high school, moved, started college, chose a major, switched majors, and been on a few dates! I’ve done a lot of reflecting recently on my life and what I want to do with it, and there are lots of different opportunities out there for me and paths I could take.

I’ve decided that I want to use this platform to just let it all out there, my thoughts, feelings, life experiences, life lessons, funny stories, real talk struggles, all of it. More and more people are just showing the real raw them, but I believe we could use a lot more of it. I want chatterseed to be unfiltered because I appreciate the unfiltered humanity of various influencers. I may not be an influencer, but I am a person and I have real thoughts and feelings. I don’t know if anyone will ever actually see these posts, or care, but that isn’t the point. The point is for me to put my experiences out into the world and hopefully make an impact on at least one person, even if that person is just me.

Welcome back and buckle up chatterseeds, it’s going to be a wild ride.

Hey y’all! I am just combining both Breaking Dawn movies together since they are just one book. 

*SPOILER ALERT* Yes, I will say this every single time. There are most definitely going to be SPOILERS. Okay, y’all have been warned.

Y’all I am so freakin happy! I FINALLY understand why Alice left haha! I was always sooooo confused as to why she left and now I finally understand that it was because she had to find the half human half immortal child. It totally makes sense now. 

Everytime I see Jacob imprint on Renesmee I am totally shook because he was so in love with Bella. I also don’t understand how he could imprint on a baby but whatever lol. 

I love Bella as a vampire because she’s just so awesome! She is like the best vampire there is. 

I do NOT like the Voltourie. They are just downright evil and they need to chillax.

Breaking Dawn (both parts) are so good! 

I honestly just love all of the Twilight movies. They just tell the story from the books so well. It brings to life the characters I imagined in my head and I just love the way the actors portray their characters. It was just amazing. 

Anyways, I just love this series and wanted to blog about it. I know I didn’t say much about Breaking Dawn, but it’s kinda just one of those things you have to see for yourself to know how amazing it is.

Peace out! <3

Hey y’all! So, today’s Twilight Saga movie was Eclipse. This movie really had me on an emotional roller coaster; because Bella chose. 

*SPOILER ALERT* Yes, I will say this every single time. There are most definitely going to be SPOILERS. Okay, y’all have been warned.

So because Bella is being hunted by an evil vampire army, the wolves and vampires create a truce. (AKA Jacobs clan and the Cullens). This is tough because Jacob and Edward have some serious beef when it comes to Bella, because they are both in love with her. However, because the matter concerns Bella’s safety, they are both willing to do anything for her. 

Jacob desperately tries getting Bella to admit her feelings for him; which ends up with her getting a broken hand. Who knew you couldn’t punch werewolves. 

Anyways, eventually, Bella FINALLY admits that she loves Jacob as well as Edward (because you CAN love two people), but that she loves Edward more. I REALLY wish she would’ve chosen Jacob, *sigh*. 

Jacob and Edward successfully defeated the evil vampire army of course, except Jacob got hurt. When Bella went to visit him, he finally knew that she had chosen Edward and that’s the way it would be. It was really sad. But, he said they would still be friends! He just needs some time. Which is understandable of course!!! I mean who wouldn’t need time after getting rejected?! At least Jacob hasn’t imprinted yet, so he still has hope for a better love life. (I mean I already know what will happen but it’s fun to watch it all play out ;). 

Bella accepts Edward’s marriage proposal so I can’t wait to watch the wedding scene in the next movie.

Peace out! <3

Hey y’all! So the next Twilight Saga movie is New Moon. This one really pulled on my heartstrings. 

*SPOILER ALERT* Yes, I will say this every single time. There are most definitely going to be SPOILERS. Okay, y’all have been warned.

As I said in the previous post, I am 10000000% Team Jacob. I mean how can you not be?! He is so obviously in love with Bella and would do ANYTHING for her! Even if it hurts him, like letting her be with Edward. My heart just hurt for him soooo much during this movie. Jacob is just so sweet and kind and caring and just UGH amazing!!! I wish Bella would choose him, but I know that is unfortunately a matter of the heart which cannot be controlled. Her heart loves them both but wants Edward. *sigh*

Also I FINALLY understand why Bella apologizes for bleeding when she hits her head in her motorcycle accident. It’s because she’s used to being around Edward and his family. DUH! I have no idea why I didn’t realize that before haha. 

Edward is a stinkin idiot! He literally just abandoned Bella and doesn’t even check in to make sure she is okay! How could he do that to her!! I mean yeah he thinks he’s protecting her but literally he’s making everything worse! I honestly do not understand boys at all. Not one bit. And then, after doing all that and threatening to kill himself, he asks Bella to marry him! Marriage!! Like what?! That is crazy! And we won’t even see her answer until the next movie. *sigh*

New Moon is a roller coaster of emotions for me. I love rewatching these movies though.

Peace out! <3

Hey y’all!! So I’m taking a little break from Private Practice because all of the Twilight movies are on Amazon Prime right now and I want to watch them all because it is literally one of my favoritest book series EVER! Obviously first:

*SPOILER ALERT* Yes, I will say this every single time. There are most definitely going to be SPOILERS. Okay, y’all have been warned.

Okay so like Twilight is just amazing in general y’all. Anyways, so I watched the first movie (for like I don’t even know what time) and I haven’t actually watched it in a while and I forgot how good it is! Also, watching things I watched a few years ago is always fun because I understand things better or I notice new things. Anyways, I love Twilight. (I will probably say that a million times throughout this blog series). For those of you who do not like Twilight, I am sorry because the next like 5 posts will be about the movies and also, what the heck dudes! It’s amazing! (I am 100000000% Team Jacob!) Okay first of all I am so confused because there are so many different versions of Vampires, like what they are allergic to or what kills them or how they appear in things. And in Stephenie Meyer’s version, they sparkle in sunlight and they have reflections. I always thought Vampires didn’t have reflections but sure enough in this movie when Bella and Edward are dancing in the very end at Prom, you can see his reflection in the lake or whatever. So I was a little confused but to each their own right?

Edward’s faces. Oh my goodness it is so funny to watch Edward. The way he conveys his emotions, mostly his upsetness or anger, on his face is hilarious. He looks so disturbed and not normal or like he has to poo. It’s so funny oh my gosh I cannot! 

I feel so bad for Charlie because like Bella lives with her mom most of her life and barely sees her dad, and then all of the sudden a teenage girl moves into his house whom he’s barely seen. I mean she’s his daughter, of course he loves her but it’s still quite an adjustment for him. And he tries so hard it’s so sweet. I’m just glad that Bella didn’t actually want to leave Forks and her dad. 

Rosalie needs to chill the heck out. Edward clearly loves Bella, and like yes she’s a human but she’s chill and would never spill the beans. I mean Rosalie barely knows Bella and already totally hates her! I think it is because she was supposed to be with Edward but he didn’t want her. I can’t remember though.

I love Alice! She is so fun and sweet and bubbly! She just lightens up the room. She immediately welcomes Bella into the family and makes her feel loved and welcome. I think that Alice is my favorite character. 

This post and the next few will literally just be whatever random stuff I noticed or liked about the movies haha so don’t’ expect plots or specific things. Anyways, that was all I really wanted to say for this one haha. 

Peace out! <3

Hey y’all! I’ve watched a couple more episodes since last time I posted.

*SPOILER ALERT* Yes, I will say this every single time. There are most definitely going to be SPOILERS. Okay, y’all have been warned.

So, Addison and Kevin seem to be getting a bit more serious. I actually like them together as a couple, I think they are cute and he respects her.

Pete likes another woman named Meg. They knew each other a long time ago when they were first becoming doctors and went traveling around the world for different causes together. Well, she came to L.A. for a visit and they got together. I don’t know how I feel about her yet because we haven’t been given much info about who she is as a person and stuff. I still want Pete and Addison to get together. 

Cooper wants more of a relationship with Charlotte. So, he tells her this, and she actually is kind of okay with it. So they start to get to know each other better. I actually like them together, I think that they are cute because they balance each other out. 

Sam and Naomi seem to have finally got past all their fighting and are now back together. I hope they stay together this time because it will cause so much less drama and things will just be so much better! 

I really love this show, not just because it is a sub-series to Grey’s Anatomy, but because the story it tells between the people is so interesting and I just love seeing how characters grow and how their relationships develop. 

That’s all for today y’all! <3

Hey y’all! I don’t know about you guys but life in quarantine has been so boring and the days just drag on. So I am very grateful for this Blog and Private Practice keeping me sane. 

*SPOILER ALERT* Yes, I will say this every single time. There are most definitely going to be SPOILERS. Okay, y’all have been warned.

So Pete has FINALLY come to his senses and asked Addison out! She was taken quite by surprise, but said she would have to think about it. She actually had gone out on a date with a cop, Kevin, and he hadn’t called her. So she ended up calling him and they went out again. So the next day when Pete followed up on his invite, Addison told him there was someone else and Pete got upset. I think that Pete should try harder if he really is into Addison. Don’t just give up that’s silly.

Cooper has been seeing Charlotte King from the hospital nearby and hasn’t told Violet. Violet knows something is up but Cooper refuses to tell her anything. He FINALLY tells her about Charlotte and she is kind of sad. I think Violet has feelings for Cooper but doesn’t really realize it because they are such close friends.

I REALLY want Pete to keep seeking Addison’s heart. And I hope that Violet realizes she likes Cooper and that they can finally get together. <3

Hey y’all! I am still loving Private Practice and I’ve watched a few more episodes since I last posted. As always:

*SPOILER ALERT* Yes, I will say this every single time. There are most definitely going to be SPOILERS. Okay, y’all have been warned.

So I’ll start with our main character Addison. She is still totally in love with Pete and has had dreams and fantasies about him. However he stood her up when they were supposed to get together. (His wife died a couple years ago and so he has issues from that when it comes to relationships and commitment). So now Addison is moving on from Pete. As she is looking for a new relationship, Pete realizes he totally likes her and gives her advice, trying to hint to her that he’s into her but failing and ends up giving her advice to date another guy. I feel bad for Pete but he should have shot his shot when he had the chance. Although I am glad that Addison is moving on and doing what’s best for her, I still really want her and Pete to be together! 

Cooper and Violet are like best friends, but Cooper is in love with her. He tries to tell her but just can’t work up the courage. When Violet offers a friend with benefits type deal, he is eager to accept but when it came down to it, he couldn’t do it with no strings or feelings. It was sad. So, it caused a bump in their relationship, but eventually they were able to get over it and resume their best friendship. Cooper still has lots of feelings though.

Naomi is still in love with Sam, even though they are divorced. She keeps trying to control who he can date which is so silly. But eventually, they both admit they still have feelings for each other! I just want to see if they will get back together or not because clearly something caused them to break up. I’m just not quite sure what.

I’m curious to see what will come next, and I really hope that Addison and Pete wake up and get together. <3

Hey y’all!! So  I told y’all I would find a new show to watch since I finished Grey’s Anatomy. Well, my best friend who is also a Grey’s Anatomy fan told me about some sub series of Grey’s Anatomy. The one that is on Netflix is called Private Practice and it is about Addison Montgomery (Derek’s ex-wife). 

*SPOILER ALERT* Yes, I will say this every single time. There are most definitely going to be SPOILERS. Okay, y’all have been warned.

I watched the first episode to see how it is, and I absolutely LOVED it!! This show is about Addison moving down to California and becoming part of a private practice. She has her best friend Naomi with her and her other close friend, Naomi’s ex, Sam. Then she has Violet, Cooper, and Pete. They all practice medicine but it is a little bit different then how Addison is used to. In this episode, it is Addison’s first day at work and she isn’t really welcome at first. But she ends up saving her patient’s life and in the end they all love her and accept the fact that she is working with them now. 

I thought this episode was really cool for two reasons. The first being, Violet is a therapist I believe, and she had a client in a store having a mental breakdown. She could not find the source as to why, until she found out where the patient began having the breakdown, and discovered the reason for it through a TV commercial. It was amazing! And from there she was able to talk to her patient and help her. 

The second super cool thing was Addison’s patient was a 17-year-old girl who was in labor. Well the girl ended up needing an emergency C-section, however there was no anesthesia and they couldn’t wait for an ambulance. Pete does more natural and alternative medicine and he was able to make the patient feel no pain just through things like pressure points. It was incredible! 

This show is definitely going to be one of my new favorites and I cannot wait to see what develops with Addison’s life in California! <3

Hey y’all! I’m super bummed because I finished all of Grey’s Anatomy. 🙁

*SPOILER ALERT* Yes, I will say this every single time. There are most definitely going to be SPOILERS. Okay, y’all have been warned.

So, yes, it’s true. I finished season 16. I’M SO SAD!!!!! It’s okay though, because I will find something else to watch. And hopefully there will be a season 17, but I’m not sure. Anyways I’ll give y’all the last update from the season. 

Amelia had her baby boy! She and Link are super stoked and I’m so happy for them! I love babies and theirs is soooooo cute. I love him! 

Richard was starting to lose his mind and no one could figure out why! But, DeLuca discovered that Richard had gotten a cobalt hip replacement and that it was deteriorating and so he had cobalt poisoning. Yay DeLuca for figuring it out, except afterwards, he totally lost it and now he will hopefully be getting help. I am very glad though that Richard is okay now. It was scary to see him losing his mind, and quite sad.

At the very end of the last episode, Teddy and Owen were supposed to get married, but Teddy accidentally sent Owen a voicemail of her cheating on him with Koracick, and she doesn’t even know she sent that to him! So poor Owen. 

I really hope there is a season 17 because I NEED to know what happens next!!!