Heyyyy chatterseeds, what is up?? I was in Cali two weekends ago and then this last weekend, I got to go to Colorado for the first time! One thing to know about me is I absolutely LOVE to travel. I have been to many states within the US and a few countries outside of the US. It is one of my passions. Colorado Springs, Garden of the Gods, Manitou Springs, and Monument were all very cool. However, water from the springs is absolutely disgusting! It is sour and tangy and fizzy and just bleh! But hey, I tried it so no one can say I didn’t. Downtown Denver was absolutely ripe. The stench was awful; they have a homeless problem that I wish I could solve with a snap of my fingers. It was cool though, to be in another big city. With all my travel experience, I have discovered that I truly am a city girl. I just love the hustle and bustle. The countryside is nice for a while but too quiet longterm. I cannot sit with my thoughts that long haha. I need the fast paced city life. The suburbs are okay, I grew up in the suburbs of LA county and it was really nice. Either before I get married or at least, before I have kids, I would love to live in a little studio apartment in a big city like New York. Gosh I love New York. I’ve been twice and it is one of my top three favorite places in the world.
Okay chatterseeds, enough about the world for now. A little check-in, I am doing alright. Colorado was a good distraction and I have had some time now to process and while it is hard and grief will come in waves, I am ready to take on the new year and see what 2025 has for me. Speaking of new year, that means new semester and guess what y’all, I got accepted to the Communications Major at my university!!! I am so freaking stoked and cannot wait to bring you guys along with me! It is going to be absolutely awesome. I start classes up again on Wednesday and while I am excited, yes, I am a little nervous since I will be with a whole new group of people. I’m optimistic though chatterseeds, we’re going to make it a great semester.
Dating. Oh boy chatterseeds. Not much has really had time to happen in the last month or so with everything going on and what not however, there have been a couple of gentleman callers, if you can even call them gentlemen. I was texting with this one guy for a couple of weeks and we got along really great! We had a lot in common and a lot of the same values. And chatterseeds, the flirting was quite heavy. So when this guy decided to be all butt hurt about a joke and not talk about it claiming he doesn’t talk to people about his emotions, especially not practical strangers, I was caught off guard. Especially at him insinuating we were practical strangers. Of course we weren’t anything more then new friends I mean, we hadn’t even met in person yet! But for talking for two weeks in depth about each other and our likes and dislikes and what we wanted for our futures, I would say that we were a bit more than ‘strangers.’ Oh well, that ended quickly after that and we will just leave it there. There was another guy I chatted with briefly before we made plans to go out on a date and of course, the day of the date arrived and he starts acting super weird. chatterseeds, I am a go on dates, girlfriend kind of girl. Not a hookup NCMO (non-committal make-out) kind of girl and I make this clear before I go out with someone because boys in my city are something else entirely. Anyways, this guy is super chill about it, claiming he also wants a relationship and not some hook-up so I’m thinking everything is good and well. Then day of, he asks if I wanna drive to his house. I play dumb and ask why because of course I do not want to drive to his house on the first date my goodness. Later I check-in to see what the plan is and this guy is like “do you still wanna go out?” and I say something along the lines of yeah I just wasn’t sure what the plan was. Well, dude doesn’t respond so I just say cool and leave it at that when he says he’s “tired from work and [doesn’t] want to leave [his] bed.” That solves that then, no date with this guy. But! Do not lose hope chatterseeds for third time is a charm, is it not? I matched with someone and he is very sweet. We chatted for a few days before making plans to go out in the afternoon sometime this week to a little cafe. I am very excited and optimistic. This guy is much kinder and genuine than the other two so I feel good about it. Never fear chatterseeds, for I shall, as always, keep you updated on the happenings.
Alrighty chatterseeds, those are the highlights, thanks for sticking with me into the new year, love you all. </3